First, I will laugh with my friends because that I’ve had a long weekend full of WORK. Secondly, I will type this post to clear my mind. Next, I will travel to QLC to pick up the course catalog and plan out the next 3 months of my academic career. Then, I will go to Hamilton Library and work on my stupid research paper. I will then decide, after extensive research, which topic I want to do. Will it be the problem of social networking sites or why I think religions are the same? I DON’T KNOW YET.
Afterwards, I will go to my meeting with my on-campus boss guy. Then, I will go home, perhaps, with Jina and Elle. Then continue to work on the other paper that so happens to be due tomorrow. I’m gonna RIP through this shit like nothing.
Then if I have time, I will study for Art History and Astronomy. Only if I have time.
Dude. I bought guitar strings fro my niece and then I'ma put them on my old guitar and if I make enough money ima replace the tuning pegs and give it to her for christmas :D Anyway, onto the question! Whats new in life, Empreeeess?
You should know! I tell you almost everything, Sir James-a-lot
Today, I am thankful for: -My mother’s delicious cooking -My sister’s ridiculousness -My puppy, Kiba, for making me feel like I’m truly important to him -My best friends, great friends, good friends, and soon to be friends for sticking around after all this time, good, bad, and everything in between. -My job, my car, my home, everything that I’ve been blessed with. -And for him, for falling out of the sky one day and suddenly being the person I think of when I listen to songs like this: Bloom - The Paper Kites
Touch. It’s not like I could, even if I wanted to. (And trust me, I want to) because my slight inhibitions hold me back, and your slight non-chalance takes you away.
Somewhere I can’t begin to understand a world of growth and “adulthood” of pain and loss and separation and solitude And I just can’t, I can’t , find my way there.
"The world hasn’t broken you yet" You once told me "Empress, nothing lasts forever, you need to understand that" You told me.
And I wanted to tell you that it doesn’t matter if it doesn’t last forever It doesn’t matter if it’ll end someday And that it’s amazing when you call me after your shift, even though you’re tired and I know it’s late And it’s something else when our lips touch and I laugh and you think I’m weird for laughing When we kiss.
But I couldn’t tell you, and I couldn’t touch you And I just can’t let myself believe you.
I haven’t had time to spend with you, Tumblr, and I’m really sorry. I’ve missed you, honest.
What have I been doing with my time? Work, school, work, school, and trying to squeeze in whatever social life I have left in between. I feel like I’m working all the time but my money is nowhere to be found. And on top of that, I have to go to court this Tuesday for that stupid speeding ticket I got a few weeks back. Ugh!
Maybe once I get the court hearing over and done with, everything will be ok, and Zen-like I shall be once more.
I’m up at 3:23 am doing nothing productive and nothing in particular and I really should be sleeping because all I am these days is tired. Tired tired tired.