For the past few months, I’ve been experiencing random waves of nausea. I’ve ruled out a few reasons for this phenomenon, including pregnancy (because it’s been MONTHS and granted, I have full fledged evidence that proves my un-pregnantness), brain tumors, dizziness, flus, etc. I even went to the emergency room once truly believing that I was going to die if I didn’t and the doctors basically told me I was fine and sent me home with a pat on the back and a feeling of dazed craziness.
I think it’s stress related. And lack of sleep related because I felt absolutely NO nausea during Spring break when I slept forever everyday and frolicked through fields of white flowers 24/7.
Also, sometimes when I walk, I imagine that I’m going to break into a million tiny little pieces and just imagining that makes my joints ache.
School has started up again and I can only hope that I can survive the rest of the semester. Only a month left!
Trying to juggle two jobs, six classes, and everything else in between has been hard. I feel like I’ve been losing touch with a lot of people and by no means is that acceptable. I’m even losing touch with myself. Where did the Empress who loved to sleep in, read and lounge go? I miss having free time to fill.
I’m starting to read again. It’s good fuel for my running on empty creativity engine. I’ve been pouring all my juices all over my screenplays and character designs…it’s been killing me!
Godspeed to everyone else trying to live through this semester.